When its January its May...

How true that it is. While the fall semester seems to drag on forever the spring seems to fly by.

I'm actually sad to be finishing some of the classes i'm in. They are fun this year, as compared to last semester. Fall was the worst fall of my life i think, panic attacks, failed classes, debt....I'm glad its over.

As of a few days ago i will be going full time at LHOP in oct. I'm really stoked on this. I've already hit my prayerlessness, so it's battle to get myself in the prayer room. Mostly because i have to play, and i'm not a very good singer, and i often struggle with that. So it becomes difficult for me to find the confidence to lead my sets. Not to mention i don't have my own acoustic to practice and play on. I'm trying to save up for one, but i had to pay 400 in taxes and that left me with little cashola. God will take care of it i'm sure.

So i'm leaving for two months in may, i'm REALLY excited. I can't wait to get out on the road and rails. If i make it across it will be the second time i have cross the states coast to coast. Always an adventure, hopefully this time i won't come back in debt. I can't wait to visit friends i haven't seen in awhile. It seems i always fall in love on these trips, to a girl that i can't have. You know how much that sucks? I'm hoping someday the girl i fall in love with will just come back with me. Yeah.... Unlikely.

God is so deep. There so much of him i'm ignorant of... oh hold on damnit by blink is on...


Ok back. So the historical Jesus is coming alive to me. Like Seriously, Jesus walked the earth, and so did Peter and Paul. I've always known that, but it never really sunk in until now.

So i'm gonna go jam for the lamb. Repent and Praise Jesus Internet world.